>Monday, April 30, 2007

I am now counting down to the number of days I am left with to rest, to recharge and to energize my batteries for a new chapter in life. School is beginning soon and I am wondering if I am heading to towards the right path. I am scared of changes, just like any child, I am used to routines, but I hate routines. How contradicting.
I am sick... I have had food poisoning I guess, friends say it is, but I have not even been to the doctors. Why?? No need to waste the money and I am afraid I am sent to the hospital... I don't wish for history to repeat itself. I am thinking of defering my studies to a later intake but that would mean a later graduation, which I don't wish for. I want a free life.
In fact, I am so hoping my dream last nite would come true as soon as possible. I dreamt, I finally got married to Dar, and my wish to get out of the house came true.
I am not the cheerful girl as I seem to be, life is full of surprises. I want be free.. I want to be out of here.

Nadia in Bliss
7:22 PM

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