>Thursday, July 26, 2007
I guess I am getting to be more and more forgetful....
I cannot even remember what I spent my money on.
getting broke day by day, thats the life of a student I guess, its times like these when I wish I was back in the work life.
To be at work and not worry about money.
I still feel ashame to be receiving allowance from my mum, makes me feel so.... I dunno
It was nice to meet up wif my dearie Seki who was back on Monday, with a degree from Aust
It has been a long time since we walked around town together, sat down over coffee at Gelare and talked about good ol' times.
She kept persuading me and encouraging me to get my degree, seriously, when I am so worried about money issues and feeling ashamed of receiving allowance from mama, I have thought of not pursuing my degree and wait till when I am stable. But she say now is the time, yes I am also stressed with the competitive world, where failure is never accepted. I am afraid of having to go through exams where once I sit down to do the paper, I get writers block and forget everything I have learnt. Call me a pessimistic but I am really a true coward.
Seki was saying that she on the other hand, is afraid of the working world, where backstabbers exist, not forgetting office politics. It reminds me of the dialouge session we had : its not about your qualification, its about how well you are able to do your job but how well you are able to interact with your friends at work.
True enough, because a friend we know is facing problems at work. I am not critisizing her, it is because we have had enough of her asking us how we made friends at work, how we mae the first move and how we please our bosses.
Well, since the 1st day we knew her which was in Sec 1, she has been asking us this question. And yes, we are quite tired of it. We have told her many times to make the first move, but she keeps saying she did but then they did not like her.
I guess, she needs to find her self confidence, but thats a tough topic to touch on.
Anyway, I am feeling so emo, I guess pms-sy mode. Yesh, I can just break down anytime.
Don't judge a book by its cover. I may look happy but you may not know if I am or am I not.
Nadia in Bliss
8:58 PM
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