>Monday, July 09, 2007

Thinking back I guess we were foolish and silly when we were young...
We do things without thinking and now, as we grow older that we realise the consequences of everything we do.
Yep, I am glad we made up and became friends once again. It was sad then to be hurt but I am glad it was all over.
I have found the friendship that I once lost and boy am I glad.

Yes Hani, tagboard will be up soon once I am on my holidays which is just about next week and nope I am not hospitalised but just recovered from the flu that I had. Yesh I had a bad flu for a whole of 3 weeks and Ed was very worried I would be hospitalised.
I was hospitalised three years back which no one except my family and best friend knew about. Even Ed was worried that I did not inform him I was lying down in the ICU bed. Yesh three years back I still remember, just graduated and just finished holidays.. I was with Ed for only about barely one month, that was 11 September, and we made a promise that he would only meet my parents on my 21st birthday to let him prepare himself. He just booked out and we met a classmate for breakfast at Suntec, then we went to catch the movie Cinderella. We walked to Clark Quay, and suddenly I was shivering in cold. I thought I would be fine after taking panadols, so Ed went to buy me Panadols. I was so determined to be well because that was my Fathers birthday and I had to go for dinner with family. But I shivered so badly and I had a high fever. Ed sent me home and I slept through the night. My sister in law came and checked my temperature and it was 39. plus I had a terrible headache. Imagine, I kept going to the toilet to vomit and I had diarhoea, until 3 days later I really could not take it, my dad forced me to go to the hospital. I could not walk even and Amir was afraid to be near me because I was constantly puking. My bro had to piggyback me all the way down, carry me into the cab and out to the emergency room of the hospital. My parents rushed soon after and then the doctor told my mum, that I am lucky I came soon, if I came a day later I could have died. I was on drip and rushed to the ICU. I spent about 5 days there, and imagine I was in deep sleep the whole time and I still puked. It was scary. The funny thing was that I only told my dad to call my best friend over but not call Ed because I know Ed would be too shock to receive a call from my dad. Until my friends came then he knows that I was hospitalised.
Till today, I find it so scary.. Ed worries each time I am sick because when I get sick I really am sick at times to the point where I cannot walk. Yes even gastric pain.
Now when I recall the moment I was in hospital with my friends they would always make fun of me. Yesh they call me vain, because I wore earrings, not studded ones but dangling ones when I was in ICU haha and when the nurse offered to take it off for me I told her not to.
This is so random.... but the time when I was in hospital keeps playing in my mind I decided to write about it.. I am so so random

Nadia in Bliss
1:02 AM


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