>Friday, August 17, 2007
watched back to back movies despite the fact that my exams are just next week.
License to Wed & Bourne Ultimatum!!
& having finally to meet up with my loved ones for Bourne Ultimatum makes me one happy girl!!
I so miss, my frens & mostly Idah!!
Hmm, todays our monthsary & here I am burning midnite oil doing accounts!!!
Yesh, I caught the LAZY bug and have not been motivated to study, and I don't know why, today then I got so stressed up hence, the studying!!! Hehe, yes I am quite a last minute person, despite the fact that Dar reminds me all the time to study!!!
Yes a great big procastinator.
& I felt this motivation to study all thanks to someone who made me feel like a loser.
he seems to "know" me so well, but despite the fact that he thinks he "knows" me, he totally does not!!! He is quite close to my family, but even then so what!!!
I found a job, quit and found another job and now I am jobless again.
So what, but this time it is totally not my fault!!
My mum hates me being a teacher & so does Edwin.
& how does it feel to go home everyday hearing the same lecture about your job, so I gave in to them & studied.
But I did not want to do a degree in ECH cos, it is not me to lecture adults!! I love the children not the adults scope!!!
So I made them give in to me to let me do what I wanted to do in the beginning, my first choice which I did not get which made me had to do Mech Eng, something I hated!!
I really felt so down when that person, talked about me and made me feel like a loser sponging off my dad, in front of Dar & my friends. I am paying off everything on my own.
& the fees for the studies, are sponsored by my mum, because she wants me to quit my job. & how the hell does he know how my dad feels???
when I told my dad I wanted to study, he supported me, because he claims he wants his daughter to have a degree, so that should something happen to them, I would have this to help me in life.
I so hate you and stop acting like you know me!!!
Sigh, on another note, haha I dreamt of this guy in my dreams & it is not Dar!!!
Nadia in Bliss
12:50 AM
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