>Sunday, September 02, 2007
Have been thinking of school days... yesh
I cannot imagine that for 11 years of my life I have been in an all-girls school,
yesh there was only, say 2 men?? in the primary school the canteen vendor and one chinese teacher. That is if I do not remember it wrongly.
Haha and then another 5 years in secondary school, it was only until the last year of school we had a male teacher, he was also only under attachment then.
I was surrounded by girls throughout my entire 11 years of school... & the bond with my good friends are still so strong that I am so thankful to God for them. And my bestie just lives across the road from me. I can see her whenever I need her. & the other two are just a call away and a bus service away too.
And then when I graduated my best friend & I , we enrolled for the same poly, just different courses. And yes, I was surrounded by guys for the first time. I find girl friends from other classes and was close to them, and I had only 1 close guy friend in class.
And then I did my early childhood in a private institution, again I was surrounded by all girls and I found another bestie in the course, Idah that is.
When I worked, I forged friendships which was incredible too, & my supervisor, is a great friend indeed...supportive & always there when we needed her. The rest of the people are amazing as well, we are like a family, supportive and there for one anather especially when something bad happens. And the makcik, she treated all of us like her children. Because of her, I never felt alone when my parents left for Haj, she called me and checked if I have eaten, and knowing me that I do not eat when I am busy, she buy food just for me. So sweet & I miss her so. But I feel bad for not calling her often and visiting her often!!
And now in MDIS, I have found another 2 closest friend. There for me when I needed them too. One a girl and another a guy. It's amazing to have found them, it is like, I do not need to tell them my problems, but they understand and supported me through it too. They are encouraging as well. And the guy, he is funny, yes we argue argue quarrel kind lah, but it was funny how he told me he was very sad that I broke up with Edwin. haha he keeps saying he is sad, then I would scold him. haha...weird but sweet.
I dunno what my purpose in writing this entry, but all I can say is, along my journey in life, I have met wonderful people who have been sweet, kind, supportive & made me feel loved. Friendships like what I have with Hani is also amazing, we only met once in class been through the same module, but I only understand her so much through blogging and chatting.
Such that because of these wonderful people, I think I can survive through the break up. Wonderful people like friends, family like my beloved mum and dad and brothers & Amir, can pull me through such an ordeal. I am so thankful to God for them. You know I never knew that I have neglected some people until what has happened to me. & I am thankful that this has happened so that I am given a chance to appreciate my family & friends more.
On another note, Edwin & myself, nope we did not break up. We are very much back together. Although, I really do not know what I want. I have been hurt not once, but a few times, that I am so numb now. Seriously, I think I am so foolish!!! Though I am giving one more chance to the relationship, I deleted the memories I have shared with him, I deleted most of our photos and stuff. Lol.... I am such a fool for love!
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
Nadia in Bliss
12:44 AM
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