>Tuesday, October 23, 2007

I went to my supervisor's place for visiting with Amir, although I brought my camera along, I did not took any pics, have to grab it from my supervisor one day.
Well, I just sort of quarrelled with him.
I dunno if its due to stress or what, but why does it feel like it is more of a one sided relationship, with me wanting to meet him up, me msging him, me doing this doing that, yet all he does is scold me or threaten to break up with me. And when his stress is all over, he comes to me again. No apologies nothing, because the one who does the apologizing and patching things up is all me. Seriously, do I deserve to be treated this way. He portrays such a good image to my mum, that I cannot talk to my mum about my problems, each time we quarrel my mum assumes its me being demanding, and I really don't know who else I can turn to. I really hate myslef. At times like this, I feel he just wants me to be his gf because he needs someone to help him through those times when he is in NS to get by the tough times and lonely times. And when that period is over, I get nothing. I dunno what I should do now.....
I really hate my life.....
who says big girls don't cry

My little nephew who looks so deceivingly innocent with that face.

Nadia in Bliss
11:39 PM

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