>Monday, November 05, 2007

today was THE DAY...
she finally made the decision & I guess there's no stopping her...
Knowing her, she wants face..& she would blame people for her mistakes...
I am saddened of course
My aunt & uncle were the few people whom have brought me up,
I saw them got engaged then married had children and all...
a divorce ruined it all...
I am feeling quite sad, I know my cousins are in very hands with my uncle.
What can I say..What can I do?
I really wish I can do something to save this marriage...
I just hope that my cousins would not be affected so much by this..
I know how traumatic this must be for them...
I am already feeling so sad and angry with my aunt
I wonder how my cousins feel....
My mum is also angry yet saddened...
She cannot sleep at night & she cried when I talked to her...
There's nothing much we can do for now...
except hope for the best....

I am down, yes very down...
to makes it worse, I have weird dreams at night plus my neck aches like mad...
I need some rest...
I need some peace....
I hope & wish for everything to be as it has always been......

Nadia in Bliss
9:55 PM

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