>Thursday, November 08, 2007

took down my tag board...
I dun think I would be blogging much...
too many things have been happening...

so much going on my mind...
I hope things get better for my cousins..
I pity the younger girl, it seems she does not know a thing..
But I pray that things will not be as bad as it seems...
gosh I don't know what I am talking about
but.... I mean to say, I hope it does not end just like that..
Hope things get better for them....

Exams will be over in another 3 weeks time...
I am really not in the study mode yet...
But I guess from tomorrow on I get into the mood...
Lately, I have been pretty emotional...
I cried to myself yesterday because we(ed & me),
could not watch the movie I wanted..
actually we could...
just that I do not want to tire him out,
plus he needs to wake up early to study..
exams will be just next week for him
I really wanted to catch that movie but
the previous quarrel we had, I do not it to happen again
I do not want to hear such things like
"being with you waste my precious time of studying"
it hurts...
so I thought it's ok...
suffering a bit does not matter....
I will find other means to entertain myself...
*but how much longer can I keep saying this to myself*

I guess i will keep myself busy with baking when exams starts...
I have recipes that I have in mind to try...
plus since my parents will be away on holiday to EGYPT...
& they are not bringing me along...
plus amir will be back in JB...
Baking will be my only solitude...
so perhaps this blog will take a long rest....
after exams.... a month or two perhaps??
or till my little niece is born...
we shall see...
we shall see....
so till then...
I'll miss you....
*muacks*

Nadia in Bliss
10:36 PM


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