I have been pretty emotional lately, I quarreled with him and I was crying buckets for no reason.

I dunno was it because I was so angry or was it because I feel very hurt.

It is not the first time and yet I know it will not be the last time as well.

Not trying to be mean, but seriously this is not the first time,

call me petty call me sensitive but you will never understand how it is like till you are in my shoes.

I am pretty much bf-less(after the quarrel) from today till 27 December.

Because he has some things to do. 

Having nothing to do, I finished my baking, and did extra baking for Thursday.

Hoping to give some to my SIL and my brother, it has been so long since I baked.

It seems the right time to do so.

I cannot wait for tomorrow, and I cannot wait for 29th December to come.

Tomorrow will be the day, I finally get to meet you, you and you.

Idah, it has been such a long time since the wedding and the movie treat, thinking back it has been like 4 months 5??

Hani, it has been ages, haha.... since the poly days!!

& I hope to meet you Nadia.... the other Nadia I know, alike in some ways!

I really cannot wait.... 

 29th I hope you come soon!!!!