>Tuesday, December 04, 2007
It has been very boring for me staying here at my brother's place.
Not that I am complaining about anything else, I mean I have food,
I have a place to sleep, place to bathe and do my business,
internet access and even tv. But limited tv, unlike the many
many channels, we subscribed to at home.
All I have been doing so far, is either, eat, sleep, watch tv mostly cartoons and Transformers(repeatedly)
read blogs, and go out, I do nothing else.
But I also help my SIL around with the housework, I do not want to be accused
to be a freeloader.
Hmm....
anyway, I think theres spderwebs and cobwebs rusting around in my brain to the point I cannot think
Edwin called me earlier and he asked me alot of questions which I could not answer.
He is coming over tomorrow to drag me to the library to get some reading done.
On Thursday we will be doing some farm visits.
How exciting my life is, reading, and visiting farms, unlike my parents who at egypt!!!
Am very bored lah.
I always wanted the holidays to come and when it's here, I have nothing to do
Edwin cannot spend time with me, his dad is going for another operation.
I am unsure how this holiday will turn out.I really feel so lonely.
Its always during the holiday seasons that we will quarrel or I will feel super lonely, I dunno why.
I have been with him for 3 years and for 2.5 years, I have only spending the weekends with him.
And now, it seems he has his own life, while I have mine.
I really don;t know where this is going...
BUt I did mention to him before, if we quarrel again and he threatens to break up,
I will not ask for a patch...neither shall I cry for him..
I am getting so numb to all these...
I really am feeling super emo....
and it is not helping that my mum and dad is away,
I miss my mum and I miss lying next to her!!
*sobs*
Nadia in Bliss
6:52 PM
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